A Forgotten Note

After years been around in searching the meaning of life, I finally flied home with certain changes, some in my look but mostly in the way of thinking about life and love. The world has shown me something to everything.  Life has turned me to what I am now. Thus my heart is no longer perfect round and my blood is no longer perfect red. I’m coming home with some scars of what has destiny did to me. I hurt too many times but it gave me lessons to learn. I’m bleeding as well as grateful…

Life was so comfortable. It was so unmistakable for I never found things worked out of my hands.

I was doing just fine with what life brought to me thus mistakes didn’t ask me for confrontation.

Until what then, Life felt has no meaning. More and more each day.

I was naive seeing the world has only gives friends to joke and laugh.

For the heart of the ocean, I left everything behind with bulging hope in the palm of my hands.

A forgotten note I once write on my phone on the trip I flied from Jakarta back to Padang.